I saw a dead body… Lauren Daigle “You say”

I think around 4 weeks ago i saw a dead body,,, he was a family friend’s husband. Living in Worcester Park. I have never seen one so close before. Well… i kind of did, he was my late grandfather (mother’s side) but he was frozen in the freezer for 2 days before we arrived in Korea at the … where is it… where you keep the corpse before until the funeral… at the hospital.

When I was running a start-up restaurant with parents until few years ago before we sub leased it to a manager, i had few private parties and Live Music gig events where I felt sooooo good which made me discovered my underlying calling/passion. :-).

I ended up working for a seminar company for little bit more than a year to gain some experience and volunteer at Big Church Day Out, a Christian Music Festival as a steward.

I had about Oxfam’s Oxjam few years back and kept applying to be the organiser but after receiving the pack, i did never get confidence nor found time to actually implement the plan… because i procrastinate… i have been procrastinating for few years now…

I am also a passionate busker with my church friends at London Full Gospel Church international congregation, to play feel good Gospel music to the shoppers, pedestrians, etc. to share the love of God.

Anyways, back to the dead body.
While sitting in front of the dead husband within my arm’s reach lying on his back in pale skin clearly he was dead but he was so normal no injuries or anything.
But I could just feel that he is dead. There were no more spirit nor soul inside the body.
May be cos there was no breathing… hmm…
Then a thought came into my head. I think it was God. Holy Spirit. Epiphany. Realisation. Lightbulb. God spoke to me.
“Ah… yes… Late Steve Jobs said… our time here is limited on the planet Earth..”
Yes… it is really limited indeed. (the husband was in his late 50s)
So… I responded to this message from God. I could not delay any further, i felt this matter of urgency that i wanted to do something good for the people in my circle of influence using my abilities; do something for God; I also told my father, who i do not really get along that well… typical Korean father really… I told him verbally… with a hug… that i love him lol 😀

Today I listened to this song by Lauren Daigle. A Christian singer in USA, on No. 3 on Billboard, on Smooth Radio FM London… so true… loved the lyrics…

Now the Oxjam Music Festival New Malden is tomorrow… hmm… it doesn’t really feel like it… is actually… happening…

Anyways, going to bed now. Gd night. Peace and Love. Our time here is limited. :-). In the name of Jesus Christ I pray Amen.

John 3:16
God loves us. :-). I wanted to share that with everyone whoever reads this. We are all children of God. He is calling you and giving you this encouragement today.

Dear My loved one
Hey, don’t worry, I have this under control. I told you that things will go wrong more and more until the end of the time comes… :-). I knew it would happen… so i told u… so don’t worry. I knew what was coming. I have you in my hands. I love you. Don’t worry. Trust me.
From Jesus Christ Yeshua.


[Lauren Daigle You say]

I keep fighting voices in my mind that say I’m not enough
Every single lie that tells me I will never measure up
Am I more than just the sum of every high and every low?
Remind me once again just who I am, because I need to know (ooh oh)
You say I am loved when I can’t feel a thing
You say I am strong when I think I am weak
You say I am held when I am falling short
When I don’t belong, oh You say that I am Yours
And I believe (I), oh I believe (I)
What You say of me (I)
I believe
The only thing that matters now is everything You think of me
In You I find my worth, in You I find my identity, (ooh oh)
You say I am loved when I can’t feel a thing
You say I am strong when I think I am weak
And You say I am held when I am falling short
When I don’t belong, oh You say that I am Yours
And I believe (I), oh I believe (I)
What You say of me (I)
Oh, I believe
Taking all I have and now I’m laying it at Your feet
You have every failure God, and You’ll have every victory, (ooh oh)
You say I am loved when I can’t feel a thing
You say I am strong when I think I am weak
You say I am held when I am falling short
When I don’t belong, oh You say that I am Yours
And I believe (I), oh I believe (I)
What You say of me (I)
I believe
Oh I believe (I), yes I believe (I)
What You say of me (I)
Oh I believe (oh)

Kind Regards,

Sean Kwon
Co-Founder
Head of Concert & Seminar

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