On Monday, I watched Les Miserables with mum.
God taught me few things watching and experiencing this musical theatre.
I thought I was a good Christian. Believer. Anointed by God to do His works. But my character was nearer to the police officer Javert and to all other characters on their who called themselves as Christians. Heart warming moments were when the Father Priest gave the silverware for free when Jean Valjean was caught after stealing them. True love of Christ is not in telling people about Christ alone but really living and acting through with it.
I am not righteous. I thought i was righteous doing this Christar Ministries. I thought I was righteous telling people as God told me tell people that back in 2012 that Koreas will be starting to become united in three years time. (2015 Kim started to shake his government by killing his own uncle). But on Monday I realised as Holy Spirit taught me that I am like Javert…
I truly truly want to lay myself as Jesus our Lord did for us for the others but it is not easy. I want to help homeless people but I don’t like to go near them as they smell. I want to help lonely people but I don’t want to become lonely myself as well by befriending with them. I want to help lonely and old people as i was raised by my grandparents but i do not like to even touch them…
Who am I to say and condemn others…
I just hope and pray that through me… through Christar ministries some people may become like Jean Valjean as Father Priest character did during the musical. If it costs £10,000 worth of silverware or event £100,000 for one soul to truly come back to Jesus Christ, like Jean Valjean turned himself from his old-self into completely new Monsieur Madeleine (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Jean_Valjean); may be I have something to say when I meet Him face to face up there, He may say to me…
Matthew 25:21 New International Version (NIV)
21 “His master replied, ‘Well done, good and faithful servant! You have been faithful with a few things; I will put you in charge of many things. Come and share your master’s happiness!’
I pray whoever you are reading my letter today, will go out there and live for Christ. Just today. One day more. :-). For truly for Christ. With love. Not self-righteousness. :-). INJC Amen.